my apologies

well after getting upset when allie didnt have time for us, i have know turned around and done the same thing, but i do have a little different excuse besides work. i have been really sick and i have felt like garbage. i am always tired no matter how much i sleep, and apparently i was exposed to influenza A and B (whatever that means) and my liver functions are low (whatever that means too), but all i know is that i havent felt like doing anything. and i really havent been doing anything. i am in bed by 10PM every night, and IF i see james its for a little while and then we go to sleep together. and the past 2 weekends i had to spend in pennsylvania helping james work. however that is all done with for me, and i will be here all this weekend. again i am sorry to my friends, i really have been trying to hang out, but when you have no energy its tough to leave the house.

so yes i will be here this weekend and my parents are going to be gone all weekend as usual. so we can definitely hang out. in fact saturday nite my friends band is playing at the ultra sound lounge and i would like to invite everyone. they are going on at 11, we dont have to stay all nite, i just want to see my friend. let me know if you wanna come.

its 7AM and i must go to work..... good day